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Digging a hole
To bury his child alive
So that he could buy food for his aged mother

One day,
A man struck gold

-Anne Carson


This is one of my favorite poem. Also one of the best American poem's book.
It have really deep meaning and makes us to think more deep, wide and not limited.

To me, each of us have different challenging task everyday. Within our life there's so many things that has happen, had happen and will happen.

So look fast forward. Don't blame all the things whether it is bad or good. Especially the bad one. keep positive and be positive.

I'm always struggle while helping my parents to raise my little brother and sister

struggle in term of controlling my emotion, temper, frustrated and sad. Why i'm sad ? it is because when things did'nt turn up just like i hope or i want.

i want them to stick to my command.
i want them to be serious in study and gain knowledge as much as they can
i want them to have a good discipline in their everyday life schedule

you see?

too many hope and wanted towards other.
i've learn that we need to slowly stop hoping and have high expectation in life and person.

fill our heart with joy and tolerated. its ok when we bump into mistake. everybody have their own mistake.

most important is that we realize how much mistake that we've gone done.
FIXED IT

Till here.

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