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Digging a hole To bury his child alive So that he could buy food for his aged mother One day, A man struck gold -Anne Carson This is one of my favorite poem. Also one of the best American poem's book. It have really deep meaning and makes us to think more deep, wide and not limited. To me, each of us have different challenging task everyday. Within our life there's so many things that has happen, had happen and will happen. So look fast forward. Don't blame all the things whether it is bad or good. Especially the bad one. keep positive and be positive. I'm always struggle while helping my parents to raise my little brother and sister struggle in term of controlling my emotion, temper, frustrated and sad. Why i'm sad ? it is because when things did'nt turn up just like i hope or i want. i want them to stick to my command. i want them to be serious in study and gain knowledge as much as they can i want them to have a good discipline in their everyday life schedule

Assalamualaikum and hi !   First things is alhamdulillah im already finished my Master journey in USM last May. And what I can say is Allah SWT give me so much good things that I can only pay back to Him by do all the things that not against what is already state in Quran and also Hadith. Only 1 day after getting my feet into home, then I flewed away to Kuantan for job interview as a lecturer. And thanks Allah, caused im do it very well (althought I do not know the result yet) Despite all of that, exactly one week after the interview session that ive got from PPD Kuala Kangsar said that I ve been selected as substitute teacher (read : ustazah) at Sek Men Keb Raja Perempuan Kelsom, Kuala Kangsar which is just 10 minutes from my home !!! Like I said before, how kind Allah is towards His servant like me. There is a time where you sometimes lost motivation and feel sad all over again.. and give up. And for sure for me the hard part is when you’re living in so challe

Assalamualaikum, Its been a while, when i was walked around 500 meter from car park to my room (usually it takes only a few step), my mind keep bump here and there (to makes me enjoy the walk while in extremely exhausted actually) and suddenly im remembering my old and lame blog. yeah Few years back ,with zero posting. Im still here, in lovely USM. officially graduate in Oct 2016 with a lots of beautiful moment with friends. But now, exactly on 11.05 pm on Tuesday night, my mind stuck while doing this kind of 'lovely' writte up. Im proceed my master in environmental journalism. Still, and will in School of Communication (i guess its my faith to born and breed here !) This is. a hard times you know. Doing this things. Emotionally, mentally, physically tired, hurt, emotionless, heartless. Clingy all the times with a few people. The best part is, everytime i thought that im stuck and sick of this, i can still feel that there still a hope jus a few meters more. and a comm