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Digging a hole To bury his child alive So that he could buy food for his aged mother One day, A man struck gold -Anne Carson This is one of my favorite poem. Also one of the best American poem's book. It have really deep meaning and makes us to think more deep, wide and not limited. To me, each of us have different challenging task everyday. Within our life there's so many things that has happen, had happen and will happen. So look fast forward. Don't blame all the things whether it is bad or good. Especially the bad one. keep positive and be positive. I'm always struggle while helping my parents to raise my little brother and sister struggle in term of controlling my emotion, temper, frustrated and sad. Why i'm sad ? it is because when things did'nt turn up just like i hope or i want. i want them to stick to my command. i want them to be serious in study and gain knowledge as much as they can i want them to have a good discipline in their everyday life schedule

…as a substitute teacher at SMK Raja Perempuan Kelsom

Assalamualaikum and hi !   First things is alhamdulillah im already finished my Master journey in USM last May. And what I can say is Allah SWT give me so much good things that I can only pay back to Him by do all the things that not against what is already state in Quran and also Hadith. Only 1 day after getting my feet into home, then I flewed away to Kuantan for job interview as a lecturer. And thanks Allah, caused im do it very well (althought I do not know the result yet) Despite all of that, exactly one week after the interview session that ive got from PPD Kuala Kangsar said that I ve been selected as substitute teacher (read : ustazah) at Sek Men Keb Raja Perempuan Kelsom, Kuala Kangsar which is just 10 minutes from my home !!! Like I said before, how kind Allah is towards His servant like me. There is a time where you sometimes lost motivation and feel sad all over again.. and give up. And for sure for me the hard part is when you’re living in so challe

Postgraduate Life

Assalamualaikum, Its been a while, when i was walked around 500 meter from car park to my room (usually it takes only a few step), my mind keep bump here and there (to makes me enjoy the walk while in extremely exhausted actually) and suddenly im remembering my old and lame blog. yeah Few years back ,with zero posting. Im still here, in lovely USM. officially graduate in Oct 2016 with a lots of beautiful moment with friends. But now, exactly on 11.05 pm on Tuesday night, my mind stuck while doing this kind of 'lovely' writte up. Im proceed my master in environmental journalism. Still, and will in School of Communication (i guess its my faith to born and breed here !) This is. a hard times you know. Doing this things. Emotionally, mentally, physically tired, hurt, emotionless, heartless. Clingy all the times with a few people. The best part is, everytime i thought that im stuck and sick of this, i can still feel that there still a hope jus a few meters more. and a comm

FYP and internship

Assalamualaikum.. its has been 2 weeks im stuck here . here in USM, Penang. one of my dream lays here so i know that i need to continue my journey. Lately i found that its a little bit hard for me to do our FYP and also to catch up my part time student cab. im really lack of time. my plan to for gym every tuesday and thursday also been hold on first. All im doing when ive got time is searching google about my FYP ang assigment. well when im thinking about it im surely will miss all my routine after im grad one day. im nervous being thinking about my intership later because my lecturer havent give us a specific date yet to briefing us about company that will deal wtih us and how to get it. i really hope that i can get company that near with my parent. so that i can looks after my sibling and also my parent . hope all of it will gonna be alright !! this evening i go to one of my favourate place in usm. the twin tower field near the sollat  (school of literature and language). env
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Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you’re missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast Well you see her when you fall asleep But never

Jerebu dan penangguhan Kuliah

Disebabkan bacaan IPU di Pulau Pinang time ni dah mencecah 180, maka countdown kami supaya kuliah pada esok hari ditangguhkan dah menjadi kenyataan yipiiiiiii !! lewat tengah malam tadi baru aku tahu dari group wasap BK 44 yang USM dah tangguhkan kuliah. Well said memang patut tangguh pun sebab sepanjang hari tadi aku dok buat student cab memang parah la tekak. Selama ni Misah yang paling sensitif dengan jerebu. Biela pulak sampai pegi Pusat Sejahtera terus pagi-pagi tadi sebab tekak dah makin teruk. bukit belakang RST tu dah memang macam kat alam kayangan dah. nampak pun samar-samar je. Aku naik seram tengoknye. sampai kat Queensbay plak kat tepi pantai tu terus tak nampak batu kawan kat seberang. tutup habis woo. Pengumuman yang dibuat tadi tertakluk kat kuliah esok jee. staff USM still kena datang keje cuma tak dibenarkan buat aktivit luar je. Tak kisah la asalkan esok takde kuliah Dr Azwan hahaha. Tapi ape pun kerja , asigment , dateline on jugak. yang beza cuma kuliah siang

Final Year di USM

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Final year sudaa !!! Dah last sem di USM dah. yeah ni memang last sem. sem depan intern . untuk final year projek kali ni budak mass com journalist buat majalah from zero to hero . well memang mencabar sampai aku tak tahu apa yang jadi. tahu tahu dah sebulan habis untuk final sem ni ha. well said. . untuk last sem ni akan berusaha untuk spend a lot of moment here. and picture that can tell how lovely and hard this last sem. Jadinya sepanjang bulan ni sampai Januari tahun depan maka akan penuh dengan time line entry di USM, fyp dan juga travel palce yang aku dan team work rancang nak pergi . doakan segalanya berjalan lancar walaupun dalam pahit dan manisnya ya. My team work untuk majalah Aliana, Iffah, Bell, Misah, Biela, Syidah, Bibah -----> Love u darlingss Time meting ni. tengok misah gigih sangat . pandang kamera pon tamau dah. direct meting dari kul 3-7 malam. rasa nak muntah pengsan dah hadap kertas n brainstrom semua .